If I'd known the way that this would end
If I'd read the last page first
If I'd had the strength to walk away
If I'd known how this would hurt

I would have loved you anyway
I'd do it all the same

Not a second I would change
Not a touch that I would trade
Had I known my heart would break
I would have loved you anyway
(Song by Trisha Yearwood)

Another gone..... Nikita....she had a life full of pain and surgeries and in the end it was her heart that took her.  If anything, I feel worse and miss you more as each day passes my dear sweet Petey.