So sad my heart hurts

I'm having a really hard time right now. I miss Petey beyond words. While at work today, I cleaned up my email and found this poem in my save file. I sent it to my work email August 14, 2008. Three years to the exact day that my baby would die. I have no idea why I sent the poem to my work email. I'm guessing there are no accidents. It was meant to be there for me to read today.

When I am gone, Release me, Let me go-
I have so many things to see and do,
You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears,
Be thankful for our beautiful years.

I gave to you my love, You can only guess
How much you gave to me in happiness,
I thank you for the love you each have shown,
But now it's time I traveled alone.

So grieve awhile for me, if grieve you must,
Then let your grief be comforted by trust.
It's only for a time that we must part,
So bless the memories within your heart.

I won't be far away, for life goes on.
So if you need me, Call, And I will come.
Though you can't see me or touch me, I'll be near,
And if you listen with your Hearts, you'll hear
All my love around you soft and clear,
And then, when you come this way alone
I'll greet you with a smile and say

"Welcome Home"